Waves14 is officially over.
My first time in a production. I can remember every moment because they are all so significant.
1) Discussing with my girls which genre, torn between what I like and peer pressure.
It was difficult because I have double genres, and besides, everyone kept telling me to just concentrate on one, but I really couldn't give up hip hop or modern. Luckily things turned out okay:)
2) Practicing the audition pieces day and night, broke down when I didn't meet my own expectations. Stress and anticipation after auditions, before audition results.
3) Juggling work, studies, and dance. Neglecting friends and family in the process.
I literally had to create time. I neglected so, so many things.
I became too tired to care about minor details that are actually very important. I didn't finish things off nicely, clearly. I made people upset, disappointed.
I drifted from people who were once so important in my life.
Gina, Ya Ting and Anna have been helping me so much in our group work, always arranging meet ups with venues and times that would be convenient for me.
I guess I still have much to learn about time management and getting my priorities right.
4) Closer with the SDZ people. Witnessing situations I never knew would happen in real life.
5) Emotional turmoils.
Even though I get new bruises and aches every single training, the audience don't know how many hours, (effort, sweat, blood, etc.) was put in to that two hours show, but it was all worth it when I see the audiences' satisfied faces and hearing the applause. Just read the top two sentences.
Now it's time to leave the 'fantasy' world and come back to reality.
Thank you all so much for those who came down to watch Waves 14 to support me and gave me super pretty flowers. I love those blue roses!
I think I took one million pictures, but all from other people's camera ha ha.
My throat hurts like crap now, mmm.
P/s: Thank you Leslie! Watch me,
here.
Update: Down with fever, cough, flu, sorethroat, headache/migraine, body aches, bruises.
Must be well enough to dance on Monday.