I'm utterly disappointed.
Especially when I really thought I talked some sense into you, then realised we're back to square one again.

Why don't you just ask yourself why did it become like that instead of asking me over and over again?
Why do you always only think I'm the problem?
If so, why is the problem not solved and is getting worst(in your opinion) though you're doing what you think is right to solve it?

Can't you fucking tell the problem might actually be you already?
I'm not born problematic, Dad. You made me this way.

Fuck, you think you're the only one disappointed in this family?
You don't know how long I've been feeling the same way you just did.
You were the reason/hope why I thought I might have a chance to work things out with but after just now seriously looks like there's no point anymore.