CNY/Valentine's.

Neglected d, f, f, w. All for the many many projects these semester. Actually not a lot, but definitely put in double/triple the effort to be able to complete them, maybe it's because it's harder and carries more percentage this semester, maybe it's other reasons, only some know.

I know I always declare these kind of things, but I really miss
1) Dance. Both Hip Hop and Modern. True friends/dance mates stay close/friendly to me while the rest doubts/walks out on me. I've stopped, gave up explaining why I didn't attend the past two trainings, and two sessions, the look I receive, and you don't even bother to ask further why these reasons exist, it makes your question feel like you're asking just because I didn't go and you went, not because you're concerned about my absence. This never happened to me before, probably because I'm pretty much quite active in Volleyball previously. Anyway I'm going to focus on my school work first, then put in my heart and soul to dance when holidays start. I've seen people who succeeded doing well in both Hip Hop and Modern, though few, but I'm going to try my best and not give up.

2) AMKSS people. Like I think I super long never see Clique10 already, some can just walk pass me without even acknowledging me nowadays, it's more saddening than other people because we used to be so close all together and have so much fun, be it rebelling teachers, skipping class, anything. But I'm so tired mentally now I doubt I've strength like last time to organize and ask everyone out like my fifteenth birthday. But if they have the heart they'll fork out time to ask me out during the nearing holidays? /:

3) Volleyball. Say so long already still haven't got a chance to play. (Though I have a ball at home.) I'm turning so fair people don't believe I used to be in Volleyball anymore. (-.-)


I've yet to deal with
4) My family matters and now it's all weird. But not that I can do anything much about it also.

5) My eighteenth birthday. It's coming in exactly a month from now. Kewl shit. And my very good friends happen to be quarreling. I feel like shit now because I hate good friends quarreling it's so heartwrenching and it's my eighteenth(hello? So significant) birthday and I really want to enjoy TTM-kind:(



I know I started writing this post in a emo-way. I'm really so tired, mentally and physically. But on a lighter note to end this off, Happy Chinese New Year and Happy Valentine's Day!

希望每个人度过一个快乐的新年, and also embrace Valentine's Day. Be it attached or single, heartbroken or crazy in love, it is still a great day to spend with your love ones, family, friends, boyfriend girlfriend... partners, best buds, whatever-shit you call them, lol (-.-)

Make sure you let people you care about know you care about them vee vee much!:)
Oh wait, most importantly, love yourself vee vee much too!