Today hadn't been a good Monday to start my hectic week.
I want to shout to the world: Why must this happen, why must it happen now when I've many other stuff to handle as well?
But of course, I have to understand that there's no right time for this kind of things to happen.

I feel horrible, I want to skip school and dance to just lie on my bed and cry to sleep. I want to rest enough, I don't want problems to keep appearing in my life.
I know I'm being childish ranting here but it is so difficult to stay optimistic with so many things pulling me down.
True, I'm doing what I like; I like my course, my CCA, but my passion is making me so unhappy. (It's so contradicting but why is it happening?)

I couldn't even show how I feel today because I have to be strong to keep everything in place.
Now I feel so much better sitting here (trying not to think of the tasks I have to do) in front of my lap top.
Till things get better, this might be my only portal to release all the stress.

I have no religion, but I would pray to all the Gods in the world for things to get better.
Regarding today.

I hate feeling this way. I prefer happy Wingyan.
(I'm gonna blog about my name when I've the chance.)

Tomorrow will be a long, awkward day(I predict). Sigh. I wanted to use my birthday voucher for PPlunch but Weilin's not free.