School Holidays. Doesn't mean I get to relax though. Dropped out of Ryan's piece, quite confirm. Feeling the emptiness within (sigh), but I rather give up now than to wait till I really cannot cope.

Just to update you guys on my life (crisis), I have to get my driving license before I go to United States for my half-year internship during March (if not I might as well re-learn as I will have lost all memory of what was taught), and I have yet to finish passing my subjects and this is the only period I have slightly more time to go for lessons as I have no school lessons. The waiting time for the practical test usually takes approximately two months. You do the math.
Then, I have annual concert's intensive training this coming week, and very likely semi-intensive training for the rest of the holidays till end of concert in February. The training this coming week will take up from Monday to Friday, 10am to 8pm (10pm if I'm still taking Ryan's piece), I have breaks in between the training, but not enough for me to travel and take my two-hour practical lessons. (I need at least three and a half hours) I will be compromising slightly for driving and dance, by fully utilising the twenty-four hours a day and going for both. Managed to even slot in a time to discuss my GOM project, I am so glad I have been trained by SDZ to schedule my time to this surprising standard.

But of course, while everything will seem manageable for me to the others this following week, for sure I will be in lack of sleep and chill, forbidden to seek any leisure pursuits I have been wanting to, in a attempt to release the toxins of mugging (it means to study intensively for a week since there wasn't a study week before the Mid-Sem tests and I have been busy with dance till the last few days before my tests), or spend some quality time with anyone at all.

Actually I only wish for my health to be good. Have been falling sick VERY IRRITATINGLY often these past few months due to my schedule, but looking at next week, if I were to be ill, everything will fall apart (I'm not being overly dramatic).


I believe in miracles. But please pray for me too.

Right, I still have SDZ Committee and Waves Committee issues and tasks to handle.
Maybe tomorrow, it has been a long day. I can rant some more, but you are probably getting bored of my life (YEAH RIGHT you came BECAUSE you're kpo ^^)
(By the way while going for dance this morning, I was walking towards the train station and I came across this path that laid a FUCKING RAT/MOUSE with a pool of fresh, red blood around the area of its mouth. I was so traumatised, I couldn't walk briskly and had to miss one train. It was a horrible sight as I have this phobia (I really don't know why) of rats. No problem with Mickey and Minnie though.)


P/s: My mom and my brother went overseas so it's just me and my dad. Which means I also got to fork out time to spend with my dad, for dinner, Sundays (when he doesn't have to work). That's right. So, still wanna be me?