I still have PS and MICE on hand. Managed to finish replying emails and plan ahead for SDZ issues and my part for HRM and GOM, even did extra for GOM. I'm so proud of myself. I suppose I can do MICE tonight, but there is full dress rehearsal tomorrow evening and school early in the morning and it's already 11 plus so... Okay maybe do a little after I bathe. I like it when I am hardworking. Dance and revision were surprisingly okay today, I thought I would be too tired to even put in effort for either. Just a random thought: What happens when you try so hard it's like really your maximum but things still doesn't seem to work out? Do you continue putting in that effort or move on to something where your efforts would not be wasted? Where is the limit to determination at the end? When will decisions that affects judgment be made?

Even though I'm descrying you everyday, I can't help but say I really miss you.
Very, very much, it's making me dismal.