Even with all the encouragement, I cannot stop feeling that way and I hate to feel that way. I will have to try harder.

P/s: I feel SO DAMN bored because usually I spend so much time on dance now that I haven't been going for it, I feel so empty. But if I go back, I can't promise that I can commit either. Maybe when projects start I will stop feeling this way, manage my time well and prolly go for a few training? Sigh.

Edited@ 11:13PM



It is going to be a great Christmas for me because of Justin's new song, Mistletoe. Period.