Brace yourself as I pour my heart out to my dearest boyfriend: (Don't say I didn't warn you)



My very fat + cute + charming + sweet + househusband-material + funny + caring + eccentric + loving + selfless + hardworking + penguin + mr.bean pancake + panda + boyfriend + confidant + soulmate + love,
I never expected today to come. For someone like me, who've been through love and hate too early in my life, who've been so damaged and corrupted with thoughts that love is shallow and fictional, that love and hate is overrated and can be easily abused, who broke hearts and had been broken, I did not even dare to wish for this relationship to get to what it is today. What if I stayed in Hong Kong and didn't come to Singapore? What if I didn't choose this course? What if I didn't choose to come to this school? What if I didn't get assigned to being in the same class as you? Out of 5 polytechnics, hundreds of courses, thousands of classes. What if you hadn't noticed me? What if we didn't have so many similarities and differences that attracted each other? The laptops, the hand phones, even the colours we wear to school coincide everyday without planning together beforehand up till now? What if we didn't share the language we speak without words?
Would we still be what we are today? Would we still meet and fall in love in another scenario, another setting, another moment in life, another chance?
I wouldn't take a bet, therefore I am thankful. That I met you, the time spent together, and not together. We fought and make up when we were together for a year. We also fought and and also make up eventually when we were thousands of miles apart. There had been so many obstacles that challenged our feelings. At times I wanted to give up, but you held on. When you became the one who was tired, I preserved on for us. I cannot ask for more proof, because even distance and time which I thought would definitely eliminate all possible attachment towards anyone I had feelings for, could not break us.
You made me believe I am capable of love. You made me feel that I can be confident enough to love you, my family and friends. You not only (cliche) complete me, you complement and you are my support. You gave me a direction, motivation to improve further, and faith. It is still very true that family is still the most important, but you are special in your own way to me. So no matter what happens in the future, I want to let you know you'll always be a part of me.
Happy 2nd Anniversary, I dare not wish for more to come, however I do not fear, as I have faith and hope. I love you and thank you for loving me Kaekay. :')

P/s: I believe this is one of our songs, not wedding march. ;)