Listening to this now:



This holiday is probably one of the most wanted rest of my school life. It is really not that easy to forget all about the hectic life of projects and tests for more than half a year, then come back to be in the busiest school curriculum of my entire poly life. This is indeed a short but very previous 3 weeks of well deserved rest, but unfortunately, I HAVE ALREADY BEGUN RESUMING ON PROJECTS. Like seriously, I woke up at 7am today to do project, and had just completed my part for one project (because it is due tomorrow) the others would have to wait. In a way, it distracts me from other things I don't want to think about... Anyway, I have been so deprived of social life/entertainment that I feel like a cave-woman trapped in new clothes. So I have been asking almost everyone I know (lol ok not really, just those that I am on very good terms with :x) out, and so it took a week to get kicking because last week I was pretty much glued to the screen of my laptop watching a Canto drama which is so exciting I am not even blinking much. But this week I am busy MAXIMUM with projects and nights out, and the following week is Christmas already WHAT THE EFF. It feels like fun all crammed up together. I have yet to prepare for the festival where I have been waiting for a year! I recall myself anticipating this time about 10 months ago in February where I thought I would be like a woohoo after internhip but guess what? I have a feeling this Christmas will just fly past me and Poof, I am looking to a new year (which means my birthday is coming soon) which means I am turning the big 2. I cannot stress how miserable I am. Can anyone tell me where is the pause button to my life? I need to sit back and relax.



My eyes very round compared to few years ago, why ah? I draw too much eyeliner is it? HAHAH TuT