Smitten Stalker?

Different people get happy/contented by different things. It can be earning of money, accomplishment of a task, spending the day with favourite ones, or maybe simply waking up to a day with awesome weather. But actually it is all in the mind, don't you agree? If you chose to be happy for that day, you will be, eventually. But if you keep insisting that today is a bad day, everything that is going to happen that day would seem like disasters one after another and at the end of the day, you would have spent more time sulking than smiling.

Last night, I had to witness one of the worst MSN conversations in my entire life that I couldn't even reply to and the other party just kept typing and I just sat there absorbing all the daggers for more than ten minutes. And then I cried so hard that I thought I was never going to make it to school tomorrow pretending that I am fine which was what I had been doing for almost two weeks. I told myself yesterday, that today would be bad, and I would feel like crap for the entire day.
But then it suddenly occurred to me that I was being too pessimistic and I was trying to ruin a day that haven't even started! I felt so horrible, but I willed myself to change things around because I knew I had the authority to make a decision that would lead to a massive change. I took a deep breath and said something I knew I would not have said if I did not make myself, since I know how stubborn I can be.

But anyway, I made myself get up at seven to go to school even though I had a late night. And school was great because I got back my IHRO paper, signed for my marks, and know about the project changes. I also helped my group with the project by contributing ideas, and editing my portion of work. Though I am pretty exhausted and still have work to do, I am glad I made the choice, if not I would probably be writing some emo-crap again, heh.



I hope you make the choice to help yourself make tomorrow a good day for yourself!
Okay chim-ness and nonsense TTM. After-symptoms of project overload.