Thursday, November 25, 2010

Last Tuesday; 'severe eye irritation = no wearing of contact lens' day

Went to Starbucks for probably 2 hours?
Meet KK to do tutorials, then went home to rest again.


Danced from 15:30 to 21:30 today, with about half an hour of break to grab a bite. At this rate, I might really lose weight, if I don't eat for supper, of course -.- But true enough, despite my irregular meals and huge intake of food (I'm serious, people who eat with me should know), I still lost 3kgs significantly, and now I am back to the weight that is not my ideal weight yet but not enough to make me want to diet/exercise it off also =x Therefore I think it is safe to say Waves automatically causes people to slim down/get fit!
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This period of time for SDZ-ians whilst in preparation for Waves, is the period where the negative mood is spreading around. Have already witnessed many breakdowns, problems with no concrete solutions, and also trouble with time-management that has caused people to neglect, to be selfish for own benefits. I have to admit, that I myself, have fallen in terms of determination too.

Where is the love? Where is the spirit that was in everyone when Ryan tore down some of the props last year and caused everyone to spend a Sunday and many subsequent days together rushing new props that is of better quality out? Where is the care and concern that had been expressed by talking to each other, cheering each other on, helping one another, putting others before oneself?

I sincerely wish for this wave of negative-ness to pass soon and let the joy that made SDZ a true family (not just an empty shell with a name) come. And when it happens, it is going to be a miracle that everyone will feel exhilarated about. Like when we sang 'I Gotta Feeling' together with our tears and perspiration at the end of Waves 14 :)

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