Reached home about an hour ago. While I was wiping my nose few minutes ago, there were some traces of dried blood, sigh. Still need to take medicine and prepare for presentation at 8am later fml. -_- But felt kind of good to stay throughout the waves meeting that dragged for quite a while. It was nice to see those familiar faces that I have worked hard with all this while, and just now was great opportunity to hear from them their points of view from themselves, instead of hearing from others. Anyway today was the third vetting. No one was exactly happy, some broke down, including myself. Don't really know what to say tonight, but I'm feeling as emotional as yesterday, more sad tonight though. The reasons are not the same as what I said previously, I realised there are other reasons why people broke down too. People's expectations, own expectations, care and concern for fellow dance mates, etc. Things are in such a situation that I really don't know the right words to say already. I don't know how many times I have lent my shoulders for people to cry on already. But one thing for sure, despite everything, as long as when they need me, I'll always be there. They have my word for it. I will be strong for my loved ones. I have to.

Dear, thanks for being so understanding when I'm at one of my busiest moments right now. Time for you soon! Love love love love love love love love love love love love love love (self typed!)