Ready to see my new hair...?

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Yes my face is in pixels but that's because I was really unhappy with the hair stylists ruining my curls so when I took the pictures I was still angry! (Plus without make up)

If you have seen my previous pictures, my perm is miniature mermaid-like curls then you see this can you imagine me sitting there trying to explain to them yet let them do until become big wavy curls like this!? I look like some Korean star with the colour and the big curls but since my hair is a perm, it has gone back to the way it is after washing it.

Just when my curls are actually looking better now, I have no choice but to change my hairstyle again, because my hair condition sucks max if you saw my pictures

Yeah so hopefully after revamping it by this week, it will look much healthier! Anyway just when I wish for it to rain, today was really warm -_- Had very heavy meals because I nua whole day :( Training tomorrow! Better go read up before resting early tonight.

I have been the one who had been thinking in your shoes, been the understanding one, situation after situations these few months. And yet I only needed you to be the one for a change for some rare occasions like today but I was disappointed. And lately, although we have already made the decision and both of us is going to follow through with it, it just feels different and seems confusing now. I don't know where I stand, where we stand in your mind. The biggest problem is that you don't even seem to notice any more. Words from others that I used to dismiss at the second I hear it are becoming doubts and questions I had never asked myself about. Is it just pre-birthday depression (if this even exists) or ...?