Sent my laptop to fixing because the HP model doesn't support Windows 7 and I had upgraded it without knowing and now I've to downgrade it back -_- Really want to get a new one though... Anyway I changed my hair AGAIN today. Took me an excruciating 5.5 hours plus the time of the month has to come TODAY and I was feeling extra #^&@*$&#@ and thus my mom became super dramatic and now has officially become 'too hurt' to reply my texts. And I cannot handle talking to her face to face and calling her now because I don't trust myself to think logically and will just end up screaming and crying like how I conversed with my dad ten minutes ago. And to think I was looking forward to my first day at work tomorrow and wanted to ask my family to be like my first customer or whatever to show me some support since I'm not asking someone else to. Guess I'll just have to suck up some painkillers and give my best shot at a total stranger tomorrow to start off. My hair has not been this short since five years ago, I swear. Looks much healthier though. I keep spending money when I just told myself to save up money so I can spend because I booked four overseas trips happening from the end of March till May/June period. Oh my gosh money no enough serious. No pictures because I am using my brother's laptop kthxbai P/s: I think I broke down when my dad talked to me, not solely because of PMS but because of whatever has happened these few days with my boyfriend. I thought I would feel better after talking it out, so I talked to many people about it (Trust me, it is not a short story to begin with) but it just made me feel worst and realised what I had to do to rid of all these things that are hurting. Then I try to clear my mind at Mink but whatever happened only made me feel worst as well. Korean inspirational tunes still the best because it helped a little. That is why I will never give up those few songs that never fail to cheer me up yet doesn't remind me of people. Going to rest and listen to them now. G.Na one of the (Y)